new blog

So I feel like it has been quite some time since I have written anything at all. Like facebook posts and quick emails do not count. Then I was reading my fabulous exroomie Chantals wonderful blog and it made me do this. She has had hers for a while and it is just extremely interesting to see when people choose to write and what they have to say. I could not help but wonder who all reads them, and what they think. That being said, I am having a debate on whether publishing my blog link anywhere would even make sense. I feel like I am the type of person who will get on here and whine or bitch and moan. Why would someone want to read that? I just like getting it out there. Sometimes I wish I was like my current roommate who has a diary (although I am pretty sure it is just for her sexual exploits) I really would like to just express my feelings openly. I love my friends to death, but sometimes you just wanna say something and not get reactions. Like if I tell a story, sometimes I do not want input on what the person I told it to thinks I should do. I know that is ridiculously selfish, but its just frustrating trying to explain what is going on in your head when you are even unclear about it all. Funnily enough, I once had a xanga type deal... which i reread the other day... all I did was use it to post dumb quizzes about myself. what a waste! I am sure that I will have more to say later, but I just wanted to explain my purposes for this blog and now I will do something else (my head is pounding, so maybe more sleep?)